So in my infinite wisdom, I let nearly a year slip by before writing another ill concieved blog post to myself. A year has gone by and so much has happened in that year, it almost seems like a lifetime, and some of it seems like yesterday. Wierd.
How do reasonable people let a year go by without doing things they enjoy? How is it that it is so easy to get "STUCK". I am so worn out with resolutions, proclomations, promises, and drawing lines in the sand. Just last February I was on track to get my health and wellness under control and here I sit, tired, eating a donut, and still overweight. I am sure there is some protein pill, vitamin, or workout system that actually works, I just haven't chosen the right one yet. Yes, the things I have at my disposal do work, but I don't work so well. It is me. Yep, I am the problem. Let me guess, I need to wake up the warrior inside of me and declare war on fat, fitness, financial, and feline juggling? I asked these questions to another and she said, "Just eat salad".
Ok, so I am starting off another calendar year with much to do, much to prove, and lots to erase. I have so many good things in my life that I worry about sounding unappreciative, but it is my shortcomings that have always seemede to define my self-worth somehow. Do you ever feel that way? I have more faults than an earthquake store, and I want to make some changes. I like that I have zero readers of this blog so that I can still keep my thoughts to myself, but also write them down here on digital paper.